25 December 2009
I see how hard this year have been for you. I just hope that despite all the pain you've gone through, you don't lose the J***** that I know or maybe always bear in mind that changes are made for betterment. I hope to hear from you soon.
By the way, I just want to let you know that this year you've taught me the meaning of the word TRUST, and even if the circumstances already showed you the truth you still hold on to that TRUST you've invested.
I don't want to pressure you, so you could take all your time, I will stay as long as I can and as much as you want me to. I know I'm getting emotional at times, but just spare me with that. I know that you will understand me as much as I understand you.
It is hard to put into words what my heart really feels for you but at least let me try,
"This time I'm sure I've fallen for you and I'm willing to take the risk. Oh, it just means that I LOVE YOU! For real! Whenever I say I need you, I mean that I want to feel you. I want to feel that same old feeling you've given me years back. You might have change over the time but I know that you still have the heart, capable of feeling, capable of caring, and CAPABLE of LOVING ME AGAIN."
Again, Happy Holidays and I LOVE YOU!
Hugs and Choochoo,